get busy living or bet busy dying

Tomorrow I'm going to Italy. So see you in about 6 weeks, people <333


lol what a stupid entry D:

>:D

I haven't started working. My manager said she'll call when I'll be needed. But today's Friday and she still hasn't called. I was angry at first of course but now it doesn't matter. Yesterday I went out with my schoolmates, me plus 4 other people. It sucks. Why no one is here? 90% of my friends are abroad working or have come back to their houses because they live here only during a school year. The rest that lives in Białystok is on vacation or works here and is too busy. All in all, I'm so bored T_____T

That's why I was so excited about yesterday's meeting. And it was great! I drank too much maybe, when I come home (btw, I'm alone also at home, only one brother is here now but he work whole days anyway) I was so drunk XD Lol. Today I'm going out with friends from high school (not many of them of course D:) and tomorrow maybe we'll have a party because Szymon has come back from his vacation. Damn. I miss my friends so much T_T

Anyway, yesterday when I was with them my aunt called and asked me if I want to go Italy with my uncle and their friends. To work, of course. HELL YES!!! :D We're going to a city/village? near Verona :DDD By the end of August, we'll be back in October. Well, school starts in October, but it won't be a problem if I came a week after the beginning of a school year.


edit: lol the manager called XD now when I have another job XD

Weekend was amusing even though I haven't done nothing special. Friday party was okay, but I got a headache due to rain and pressure drop I think. Today my brother came from a trip with his friends and brought a bottle of cheap cherry wine >_> I drank it all and almost got drunk XD Then I cleaned whole apartment (I should have done it yesterday but whatever) and now I'm hungry. I haven't eaten much during past three days. Uch, when I think about it, for most of time I was drinking (not only alcohol but also coffee/tea/milk of course). Well, after all you don't need food when you're lazy doing nothing >_>

Oh, read Lovely Complex, people! I haven't read shoujo manga in a while but this one is really funny and interesting :D

:)

My parents are both on vacation right now so they took my sister, uncle Roman and dog, and went to our summer house :> HELL YEAH!!! Finally I'm in a good mood. And I'm really calm, not sad and angry like in past few days. They're coming back on Monday/Tuesday but will go again. Hehe. Life's good again, I'm going to a party today :D

Oh and I got a job, starting on Monday.

I'm feeling down recently :( But I don't want to talk about this so I'll just post some photos from Kocur's visit in June (she's moving out from Scotland because she'll study here Architecture :D Yay! Good days are coming :D)

I'll write about/post pics from sailing later.

( pics inside )

heh, this place is almost dead.


I wanted to post some pictures from practice but 1. I'm too lazy, 2. I don't have good ones because my friend's camera was broken and 90% of them are bad quality. Oh well. Anyway, here and here you have pics I posted on NF.

What can I say about this practice? It was awesome :D We arrived on Thursday and first 3 days we had lectures and workshops. Since Sunday we could start proper work. I was in Quantitative group so I had to do 10 surveys and then type them to the computer. Each survey had about 100 question which turned out to be too difficult for these people so they mostly didn't know what to say and lied/said whatever. To be honest, some of questions were tough and -more importantly- simply senseless :/ Usually I would say "Oh well, it's a problem for people who will continue this research (work out results of surveys)" but this year WE will do it. And show other people at special conference or whatever. Sweet DDD:

But it doesn't change the fact it was great because I've never spent so much time with my schoolmates. And it's amazing, after two years they are still people I don't know very well. I mean, Rafał ( vel Harry because he resembles Potter :o well, maybe not on that picture I posted but in reality he does, really! :D) and me haven't talked much in the past but here we found out that we have similar approach to the life and taste in music, literature, sport etc. :D

The worst thing is that after 10 days with all these special people you came back home and suddenly everything is so empty and quiet. Really, I don't remember when I was feeling so down XD Especially because 90% of my old and new friends I'll see again in October. Most of them is working abroad or just don't live here. I can see Harry though because he works here :)

I have to start looking for a job myself.... But I can't start until August because tomorrow I'm going for sailing :O And I can't swim :O I hope I won't die.

So, see you all in August <3

Monday afternoon I came back home, thank you for great vacation Luna! <3

My school is doing special research in some village so me and my schoolmates (about 70 people) are going there. We'll be at that place for 9 days, first attending lectures and then interviewing and all that boring sociological stuff :D Oh and partying in the meantime :D


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ugh. I don't feel like writing anything at the moment. Sorry. See you guys next Sunday or so <3



ps. Kin dear could you rec me Kanda/Lavi fics? I know you're into this pairing :3

Exams are over !!! :D Tomorrow I'm going to Luna :D



Life is good when there's no school XD

long time no see lol :P

I still have exams, only 3 left though. One is today and it'll be boring D: Anyway, to my great surprise I'm doing pretty well in this one examination session. A lot better than in previous ones. Well, maybe it's because I don't spend so much time on teh intrawebs but finally I started to study? Must be it :P
Plus I'm just having a really great time even though I'm still not talking to this fucking retard called my father. I got used to this situation and I'm fine with it. What's more it makes me kinda amused when I see how angry he gets when I'm simply ignoring his person. I'm a bitch, I know. But he deserves it more than anyone else.

It's been already 6 months since Łukasz's death. I was so depressed on Sunday, I took his photo and cried for almost whole day :( But now I'm over it. It's still so painful for me, but I told myself I can't just go down and cry. I have to be a strong woman like he always wanted me to be :) I think he'd be kinda proud seeing who I am now.


Oh, I started reading D. Gray-Man. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT KIN! XD I love it <3333 I'm not obsessed with Tyki like everyone though

Read DGM people! :D

Uh, two days of basically doing nothing at all while I really should study. But! Tomorrow and on Sunday I'm going to my cousin's house where I can concentrate on things and nothing will distract me. I hope so at least >_>

Tomorrow I'm also meeting with my old friend. We haven't seen each other for like 2 years or something? He said he changed a lot. Well, me too. I can't wait :DDDDD

Do this :D [btw, iww = me :P]

ps. I'm feeling much much better today :D

Good people I have an advice for you: please don't party outside for like 8 hours when it's fucking cold. And rains.

Now I'm sick in the middle of exams XD Today I did quite well though. Still 7 to go D:

Wish me luck! :D

So... I turned 21 today :O

I think it was a good year, in many ways. I learned a lot, made new friends and had fun for the most of the time :D

There are still things I want to change in myself and my life. So wish me good luck! XD

<3

meme >D

Give me any fandom we have in common and I'll tell which character I would pair you with for the following:
1. OTP
2. OT3
3. crack
4. PWP
5. BFF

I'm so tired of the fucking joke called my family.

I stayed awake till 2 am just to finish my paper so I slept for 4 hours or so.

And later in school we just postponed that class.

T_T


Just watched 300. It was boring D:

Life is kinda bitch right now.

My family issues (>.>) are killing me slowly. I'm tired of endless arguments with my father who treats me like a trash because I'm an atheist. Personally, I think he doesn't even care if I do believe in God or not, the problem is that I want to be myself and stop living for my parent's sake, to please them. Stop acting like they want, stop being their puppet. He can't stand this.

Eh. In other news, school strikes back D: It's not bad at all since due to the huge amount of coursework I can't be at home much long and I can focus on something else than my always complaining father. Yeah, Social Psychology and Qualitative Sociology is better than that :)
If I only had a little more motivation to do all this work...

Recently I'm not much interested in any internet activities. Everything is so boring at the moment :O Good. Now I can study more. XD

I have no life, lolz.

a. Post a list of your 10 favorite TV SHOWS or FANDOMS
b. Have your friends guess your favorite CHARACTER from each show
c. When guessed correctly, explain why you like that character

1. Lost
Locke spexxor

2. Heroes
Claire and Mohinder spexxor

3. LotR
Sam spexxor

4. Harry Potter
Ron spexxor

5. Naruto
Sakura spexxor

6. Bleach
Ishida spexxor

7. Fruits Basket

8. Fushigi Yuugi
Nuriko kanarenee and spexxor

9. Paradise Kiss

10. X/Clamp

Most is easy, so do this now >D

edit: Spectrum wins <3

I'm kinda pissed off - my grandmother's funeral is on Sunday evening but I have to go to her house (she wasn't living in my town) tomorrow morning. Just because no one will bring me up there on Sunday. I hate that place.

I want something to make me feel better T_T Ice creams for example ;_;


But first, meme thingy I wanted to do some time ago. Stolen from Renee <3

Choose a fandom I know about and I'll answer the following questions. Give me multiple fandoms, I'll asnwer those too.

01. The first character I fell in love with
02. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
03. The character everyone else loves that I don't
04. The character I love that everyone else hates
05. The character I used to love but don't any longer
06. The character I would shag anytime
07. The character I'd want to be like
08. The character I'd slap
09. A pairing that I love
10. A pairing that I hate

Fandoms: Naruto, Bleach, Fushigi Yuugi, NGE, Yami no Matsuei, Inuyasha, Death Note, Dragon Ball (XD), Slayers, Sailor Moon (XDD), Lost, Heroes, LotR, Harry Potter

Of course I don't remember other series at the moment >_>

Grandmother died today. At least it wasn't unexpected at all.