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long time no see lol :P

I still have exams, only 3 left though. One is today and it'll be boring D: Anyway, to my great surprise I'm doing pretty well in this one examination session. A lot better than in previous ones. Well, maybe it's because I don't spend so much time on teh intrawebs but finally I started to study? Must be it :P
Plus I'm just having a really great time even though I'm still not talking to this fucking retard called my father. I got used to this situation and I'm fine with it. What's more it makes me kinda amused when I see how angry he gets when I'm simply ignoring his person. I'm a bitch, I know. But he deserves it more than anyone else.

It's been already 6 months since Łukasz's death. I was so depressed on Sunday, I took his photo and cried for almost whole day :( But now I'm over it. It's still so painful for me, but I told myself I can't just go down and cry. I have to be a strong woman like he always wanted me to be :) I think he'd be kinda proud seeing who I am now.


Oh, I started reading D. Gray-Man. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT KIN! XD I love it <3333 I'm not obsessed with Tyki like everyone though

Read DGM people! :D

Only one exam left. Tomorrow!

...and I am so bored >_< I should be studying now, but I fall asleep everytime I start reading a history book. Damn. Only one left >D

I had a dream about visiting Luna with two guys from NF. And in my dream one of them was a girl XD

My brother Łukasz is so damn stupid. Our father wants to buy us a new DVD (the old one is broken), he'll give all money and so on. The only matter is that someone must go with him to the shop tomorrow. Me and Paweł have our last exams on Friday, so we can't go. Łukasz finishes his examination session today, but he said he doesn't want to go anywhere. Just because.

>__>


And I thought I am lazy...

Yesterday evening I was playing basketball (sic!) and volleyball for 3 hours :O Last time I was doing that in June or so. Anyway, that was amazing! I forget how much I like sports <3 I know that I have no talent for that, but that doesn't matter because we were playing just for fun :)
We left the gym at 11pm and after that visited one of ours friends. I came back home at 2am, deadly tired, but still happy :D

Today wasn't that good though. I went with Szymon to Anna Beata's place because we wanted to study for an exam we have on Tuesday. Everyone's scared of that :S Anyway, AB's mother gave as a bottle of wine and now my stomach hurts as hell. I have a bad luck today, even wine is against me ;__;

I'm starting to watch Prison Break finally XD

I'll try to avoid talking about how much I suck because I lack ambition.

So...

I spent last two hours on working on a SPSS. I have to do two exercises to pass the course. Well, everyone else has only one exercise, but I skipped one class, so teacher gave me an extra one D:

My exams schedule for next three days:

Monday - test in Philosophy
Tuesday - exam in Statistics (though I still don't know if I actually passed the course :/)
Wednesday - SPSS deadline; test in Spanish; exam in Political systems of EU countries (or something like that XD)


If I survive that, I'll survive everything. Wish me luck! >D

A horse tried to eat my head.

Only in my dream, but still O.o I think I prefer a school related dreams.

Dates of most exams have changed, so next week isn't going to be tough. I have only one test - but in Statistics, so it won't be easy. I re-did previous test yesterday and went today to the my teacher's office for the results. I got 11/15 points :D He said he hopes I'll get the same (or better) results in the next one because he really don't want me to have a bad note from his course. Moreover, he believes I actually have a talent in math (!!!).
For the first time I felt some sympathy for him xD

I think the best medicine for my throat is vodka. Really, after Saturdays drinking it doesn't hurt at all.


Today I had a dream about Geography exam. Well it's kinda funny since I even don't have this subject >__>

Anyway, having dreams about school means only one thing: the exams are coming soon D: I'm looking at my tests/exams schedule for next two weeks. It looks awful even though almost all teachers haven't set the exams dates.

The worst thing is I don't have any motivation to study. Any advices? *_*